Random Thoughts

Woohoo! Its me again (of course, its my blog after all), still waking up from my last nap at 6pm. It been 12 hours. Actually, i don't staying out all night long because i can't enjoy the day much if my damn eyes trying to covered the sleep hours. But, its kinda habit for me during this holiday because when the semester start, i'll need a lot of rest a.k.a sleep, if haven't enough of it, my stamina to study will going south. And i don't need any of that.

Just now, i read a blog of one of my friend's friend, and it put my blog to SHAME! Yeah, the usage of words are broad and entertain with some brainer thoughts. I was like :
"My blog are ranking 100k below this blog on Genius Bloggers "
Lol.. I don't know if i should post the link of that blog into my blog due to some copyright issues (Hello, like i never did the crime before?) but honestly, bravo to the writer. It give me some boost on my mentality. Haha..

Whatever, i know my blog are not Albert Einstein-type or as entertaining as others, but this is me. I'm not trying to be the second version of other blogger. I'm different. My post are usually raw and might not for your reading pleasure, but as far as i'm concerned, this is my blog. I can write anything i want because this is my freedom, my space. W.

How about my life? My life is bloody boring during this holiday break. I've gone nowhere except for twice to Bintang Megamall Miri & twice to St Joseph Church. That's all. I'm grateful, of course, cause at least i'm decreasing my risk being a victim in road accident. Anyway, that's my life. Hopefully, there is thousand people are on the same page as me.

I was so full of spirit weeks ago to lose some pounds and guess what? I gained pounds!! Shit, it happen, again. I don't know what went wrong but all i know is that i'll eat if i'm alone and mostly, 23 hours i am alone. Of course, i will face the critics again on my weight in next three weeks from now. Urgh, hate it.

This holiday, i was supposed to go to three reunions. All three of them was silent towards me. I don't know if it happening without me or doesn't happening at all. Like i care about them, Suck it!

My love life? OMG, what can i say about this? There is no love at all ever since my last relationship which i still doubt if its love or not. Scandal? Come and go, and last week, i was about to go date with one of my scandal, thank God, i canceled it. I know i'm not ready for any commitment right now. My mind and soul are still wanting to just have fun. By the way, one of my ex (the longest relationship ever i ever been with someone - 4 years) messaged me last Saturday and still called me 'Sayang'. Oh God, please! I'm not into you anymore. Why can't you get over it? Rolled eyes. Which usually end up being not entertain by me.

Damn, its 8.50am already! Time go so fast. Need to take a bath first. Ciao!

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