Date #2

The other day, I had a chance to meet with someone I consider as my future serious partner. Not many get to that level with me since i'm choosy when it comes to a relationship.

We met few years back but back then, we met for a quickie. Lol.. Nadai la. We met but our hearts didn't (my heart did though). Then we goes on and off right until now.

Strange enough, I wasn't as giddy or nervous as before since I have lowered my expectations. He did look good as I remembered, especially with his bald hair. If you know me, I have a thing for a baldie (hola Zayn Malik!). As we start to talk, I recalled what I didn't like about him. The way he talk can be so aggressive that you thought he is mad at you. I'm not sure if he was. Lol.. I like a soft spoken, kurang stress dengan org macam tu. But then again, you are not looking for Mr Perfect. I can live with that.

As the date goes on, I can tell that he is a grown man. He have that aura and swag to be consider as a serious partner. When he asked what I think of him, I tried to be honest so I told him that I thinks he is an average guy. I can't lie and tell him that he is perfect, despite if that is what he wanna hear but I don't wanna lie to him. I could be more sweet about it but I chose to be honest. He is not bad, not that too good. He is just good enough for me. That's what I meant when I said he is average.

The date didn't go as sweet as everyone thoughts. I don't wanna go to the movies with him, since I just finished my shift. I don't ever wanna look bad, standing next to him. I don't want people to think he is dating a homeless. I hope he understand my decision.

Because of that, I think he don't ever want to date me again. I still have a hope for a relationship with him though. Maybe not now, maybe in the future. Maybe never, if so, I hope he is in the hands of a caring and loving person.

Here goes to being single. :)

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