Home Sick??

I hate this type of sickness, other than flu (when i can't breathe right), because it affects a lot of thing i'm going to do. Some of it i manage to turn it into motivator but some who's not, will end up making me feels lazy and spiritless. Urgh!

"Remember Jack, final exam is just around the corner, less than two weeks from now on!"

I'm changing to my alter ego first : Kackson Kohnian

Yeah, i was quite shock to find out the schedule for my album promotion was short and back-to-back! Wait, its back-to-back-to-back! Yeah, three days consecutively. All i have to do now is more practice to make sure i'm not exhaust during the promotion. If i do, that's mean, bomb album i have in my hand. If that what my record company want me to do, then, fine. I'm okay with it although it more like preparing for a performance than a mini concert with short timing!

Back to be myself : Jackson John

I got a lot of admire of me from some of people back in Miri, i don't what to do. Of course, i'm not ready to answer to love call but i ready to answer the money call anytime. Ha! Joke. I don't know if i can give a full commitment right now with my condition these days. Beside, i'm afraid i'm the one who will hurts in that relationship since i'm the one who hurting my partner in past relationship. Karma. So, yeah, that's why its almost a year i'm single.

Today, i'm a true survivor. The last time i'm walking and shopping alone to the EVERISE was back in 2008. Here we go again. My missioned was (told you guys already on last post) to have my passport photo shoot (thank God, i don't have to wait for tomorrow to take it). I decide to do my haircut a day before red carpet event (MTV Music Awards, ha, dreaming!) and tomorrow for my ATM card problem which from this moment until i get it fix, i have to withdraw money using other bank atm machine.

Anyway, Happy Easter everyone. Jesus raise once more time, Alleluia!!

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