3P (Pengalaman, Pengajaran & Penyamaran)

When was the last time I update my blog? I think it was long enough that I don't even remember when. By the way, I don't view my own blog. In that case, its made sense now that I forgot about it.

For illustration only, not the real result. This is the result for exam preparation.

Finally, I'm free from any exam. For your information, I was attending CompTia course for this entire month. Today was the second paper. Thank God, family and friends, I passed my paper. I thought i'm gonna fail a paper or two since I don't really have the passion to study anymore since my dad passed away. Turn out, I was motivated more. Guess my brain is still working well. I got 810/1000 (675 is the passing score) for the first paper and 793/1000 (700 is the passing score) for the second paper. I was almost giving up for the second paper because of the time constraint, we have only one day to prepare for the paper, compare to three days for the first paper. Thank God again, I realized that it is not worth it if i fail my paper. I mean, the time and money I spent for this course will be just a waste. Lain cerita la kalau I berduit. Fail dua tiga kali pun, duit still flowing. (Eh, tukar topik pula.)

During the entire course, I fed up and learnt something about some people. Should i tell who? Like they are checking my blog. Blog saya kan blog orang kampung. Orang bandar mana ada masa nak view blog orang kampung. Buang masa ja. Famous pun tak, handsome pun tak, dah la tak ada lesen kereta, confirm confirm tak layak bergaul dengan orang bandar. Time orang bandar keseorangan dan menagih simpati, baru ada hati nak bergaul dengan orang kampung. Padahal dulu, memandang orang kampung pun dah jijik. Ketara sangat fake. Pastu pandai pula menjilat ludah balik. Tak ke jijik tu? Eww. Tak cukup kasih sayang kot, tu la sengal sangat. Kesian. Aku yang dah tak da bapak ni pun cukup kasih sayang. I'm so pissed off when someone do that to me. Dah dua kali dah semester, which is tak sampai dua bulan, orang treat aku macam aku ni barang mainan ja. Sekejap cakap, "i'm with you" then tetiba "i'm with someone else. Sorry loser, you find other people la." Cis! Dasar tak cukup ajaran hidup. Aku jumpa orang ketiga macam ni, dijamin mati ketiga-tiga orang ni.

Dah tu buat-buat innocent. Padahal, bapa setan kat belakang. (Tak habis lagi.. lol) I thought i was the bad guy, but no, i'm the hero. Malas la nak tag siapa orang yang saya maksudkan diatas, sendiri mahu tahu la kalau terasa pedas cili. Cibai lu.

Okay, back to the good news. I think I'm in love. Haha. Not gonna tell you who is it. If it really happen and confirm, why not?

p/s : Be yourself. Jangan nak fake sangat. Kalau fake 100%, tak pa. Ni 50% pun tak sampai.

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