Proof Of My Mood Swing

Seriously, I don't know what to blog. I'm such a mess. Try to do one entry last couple of days and it ended up as my draft only (following dozens other entries). Casual me.

Can I talk about grooming? I know I'm not the most clean & groomed men you ever know but still, I am talking about it. Believe it or not, I don't used a lot of cosmetic products cause I am afraid of the effects of the products afterward. Its good if it suits your skin but sorry, I won't put my skin on the risk. I'm gonna live with this skin for the rest of my life, so it is worth it to not bet my skin on random products. Right?

Anyway, to clean my facial, I used Men's Biore : Double Control Oil Shine as I am living a very hot and doing sweaty activities a lot which is why I'm hot (muntah!) . Every time I used it, i felt like my face just literally ate ice cream with mint flavor. Since I've been using it, I found my face is better looking that the moon surface. Yeah, I'm gonna stick with it until it wear down.

See, almost used up. Buat pa nak display yang belum pakai? Tak convince viewer yang I memang pakai benda ni.

That was the only cosmetic product I applied on my face. I don't used deodorant and perfume. Call me unhygienic but that was me and will always be me. I prefer my natural scent over man made perfume. But that doesn't mean I don't like to smell it, it just I don't used one.

Enough about that.

Tonight I was baking a cake as asked by my sister, she bought all the ingredients. Last time, I was using my mom container to put all the cake pieces and my mom found out that the container's lid was tear up. So, she accused me doing it. Of course, if I wasn't doing it, I won't admit. Then she was like,

"Okay, so who do it if you won't admit it? Next time, don't used things that I bought anymore. I'm pretty sure it was your late dad's ghost who doing it since you won't admit it."

Urgh! Why she have to bring up dad in this case? She know Father's Day is coming, she know I wasn't there (the only one) when my dad breathe his last breath, why? We all affected by the loss of our dad. But I understand, i mean, she was living with him for more than 30 years. It is a bit hard for her to accept it but still, if i wasn't doing it, i won't admit it. Only stupid will do so. Whatever it is, we will be cool as soon as Sun rise up next morning, I hope.

p/s : Mood swing cepat gila. Baru ja happy2 kat atas, bawah entri dah emo pla.

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