I Won't Give Up On Us, My Dear.

I Won't Give Up - Jason Mraz

When I look into your eyes

It's like watching the night sky

Or a beautiful sunrise

Well there's so much they hold

And just like them old stars

I see that you've come so far

To be right where you are

How old is your soul?

I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space

To do some navigating

I'll be here patiently waiting

To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn

Some even fall to the earth

We've got a lot to learn

God knows we're worth it

No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily

I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make

Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use the tools and gifts

We got yeah we got a lot at stake

And in the end,

You're still my friend at least we didn't tend

For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn

We had to learn, how to bend without the world caving in

I had to learn what I got, and what I'm not

And who I am

I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up

I'm still looking up

I won't give up on us

God knows I'm tough, he knows

We got a lot to learn

God knows we're worth it

I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up

Ehem. <-- Testing the mic.

This is my love letter to my dear, who-shouldn't-be-name out of respect to the person. The person should know this is dedicated to him because I only crazy about that one person only. 

Let the song, do the talk. I love you, then, now and forever, my dear. I know loving you is not okay by community or religion guidelines but because I love you so much (and this is the first time I love someone this much), I am standing with my bow and arrow on the battlefield. I might get hurt or kill but if it all for you, I am willing to do so. This is not something I derived from some website with sweet love words or a love song, this is something straight from my heart which is the place you are staying in my life, for the rest of my life. I love you, my dear. I love you. I love you. So much. I can even write those three words all day long in this entry but that will be too sweet and might cause you a diabetes. 


Please my dear, don't ever go (I don't believe you will). I gave my heart to you and I want you to keep it with care. You are the only one who have the right to own my heart. Won't give it up to another one. What I feel for you is a permanent feeling. You have no idea where the hell I am when I'm with you though I might seem so calm. I probably at the front gate of Heaven when you're near me. 


Confession for you, I met up someone else before I met you eventually, because I want to prepare myself to be a better companion for you. I am willing to go thousand miles for you. You inspired me in many ways that you don't see. You're special, unique, charming, funny, caring, honest, smart and awesome. I don't care about your negative attitudes because you're perfect to me. Because of you, I start to remember people names and care for others because I wasn't before and that shows in the early relationship of us. I shouldn't treated you that way. I am sorry, especially when I said this to you, "Ada aku kesah? Kawu sapa?"


That was stupid act and line of 2011. I was cold at the beginning because I don't want us to move too fast and will end up falling too fast too. I want to be with you for a long time, for as long as I breathing. I can't imagine my life without you. Without you, I am not who I am today. Without you, I'm on a shipwreck. Without you, I will never be in love because my love is only for you. 


p/s : I LOVE YOU and I MISS YOU. :(