R A W

Just after my last post that was really HOT and quite emotional, this time around, i'm quite put together. I don't want to look stupid in front of my fakers. The relationship between me and them was a bit stressing just after my blab in my facebook last time around. I hope he/she learnt it that i'm not anyone that you can put your stinky foot on my head. NO WAY! You don't mess with me, if you barely know who i am because you don't know what will you got. That a first warning from me, i'm sure you don't want the second warning.

Who do you think i am? A slave? I'm only a slave to my parent and Britney Spears. No one else can make me theirs slave. A nerd? I'm only a nerd in classroom, outside, i'm a MONSTER! Someone easy to be manipulated? I think you just have to check your brain! There is something is broken inside. Believe me!

Some of our controversy conversation that is unforgettable to me :
Me : I'm going to ****
the Bitch : Go la..
the Bitch : Is there Ti** too?
Me : Yes.
the Bitch : Okay, let's go together.

So, basically you don't really want to hang with me unless there is someone that you really like. Buruk sangat ke saya? Boring sangat ka? That's happened just after we realize that you 'choose' who you want to be with. When there is someone you like, you pretend you like me. When there is no one that you like, you don't even recognize me at all. Shit you la..

Oh yeah, i don't eat any foods you give to me at all after this because i don't want to eat any shit from you. Deal? Serve you right! Dah part 4, ingat gah sangat la? I tak kisah kalau u tak nak ambil i jadi member of any ceremony you about to organize, macam la dapat menambahkan pointer or bikin i happy.

Once you slice my heart, there is no cure for that.

Anyway, i love this song. Dedicated to all the MONSTER out there.
Take my picture Hollywood! I wanna be a STAR!!!


 lady gaga - monster.mp3
Found at bee mp3 search engine

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