Revive Myself..

Its 8 weeks more for my "album" released! OMG! Most of the past 6 weeks, i have done nothing especially this holiday week. All i do was, sleeping and eating (although i do some workout this week but its doesn't flow according to what I have plan). That is really far from my early mission this semester. What happened to me? Am i carried away by last 'album' result?

WAKE UP, jack! Urgh, stop your ego! Please! Remember the last time you are so ego? From a winner to a loser! And no one ever respect you since then! Please la, with a very tiny increment in your GPA, that's doesn't make people turn their head to you! What have you done? The damage is done already and now you want to add some more? Disgusting! Hello? You are nowhere closer to Tita, Imah or Ummi! You are weakest among them! They have their future, Tita is smarter than you. Imah and Ummi is financially and geographically capable than you. You apa ada? Pandai pun alang2 pandai! Please la..

OMG! I can't believe i just said that to myself! Have to revive myself again and that's one of the way. Everything happened for a reason. I believe in myself and have to start work hard. I don't care what all the bitches said about me because at the end, i'm making myself stupid and wasting my time. All i have to care right now is myself. Focus more for a better future. Be more aggressive in studying and start to play well. This is the last chance of workout.

At the end of the day, its all depend on me whether to change or not.

p/s : What's in this blog, please stay in this blog only. I don't discussed what i talked about in this blog outside of this world for copyright reason. Hahaha..

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me said…
copyright reason...?hehehe...baruk mok post kat blog aku tadik..huahauhauha
February 20, 2010 at 4:41 PM
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