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Hey there. I got an important news or announcement to make here. I have decided not to come to my graduation which will be held on this May. A lot of reasons for such decision to be taken place. I am very sorry to all of my friends who anticipate the meeting, especially my three genuine and gorgeous best friends (my life) Imah, Tita and Ummi. I am looking forward to meet all of you (miss you guys so much), just not at this very right moment. I know we will meet again one day, just not that days. 

Well, one of the the explanations is the money constraint. Getting my family to Shah Alam is not what we can afford. The hotel, food and travel expenses; we cannot afford that. Even if we can, even if we do have money, I do not need the stress of the travelling. Getting us moving around from here to there, the booking for the flight and hotel; man, I do not need that. 

I have always 50-50 on this thing, today, at the church, finally I got the epiphany and I come to a decision. I have always do not have a strong opinion on the need to have a graduation event/moment. I remember the day when I discussed on that matter with Papa Poret and he ticked off when I said about it. For me, I do not need to go to the stage and wearing the famous hat and the cloak to solidified that I have finish my study. As long as I have the scroll, I have enough proof. The graduation is not a big deal to me, I can live without it. Hell I survived the first one already (my Diploma). 

p/s: To be continued.. 

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