As I'm Typing..
I know the title is kinda boring and cliche but that the best i can come out yet for today. Never mind, let go straight to the point of my post.
Its about 3 more weeks before my final exam or final 'recording session' and about a week for me to making a comeback to Facebook world. Can you believe how time really fast pass you by? You don't. I don't even remember the date i'm going to Team Building (even though the event was just about 3 weeks ago, i guess). Before i know it, i'm about to be a FATHER! (Joking, it would be total lie if i don't even know i'm going to be a father, just a metaphor)
I'm listening to a song from 2005 titled Since U Been Gone by Kelly Clarkson, memba the song? If you don't, maybe you don't even born yet at that time. I remember when i was very crazy of Kelly Clarkson that i made a book about her where the book is like her biography and have all of her pictures on it. I have the lyrics of her songs and i even made 4 of her songs became #1 song in my Boombox Chart. I love that time. I was very innocent and full of dreams. Not that i don't dream anymore but it more limited these days. These days, its all about chasing the best. I don't even have time to updating my chart anymore.
I see people around me these days, it is all about the selling fish. You know what i mean. Like what Beyonce said in Telephone music video :
"You selfish, motherfu***r!"
Okay, its a bit harsh word but hey, its suitable word for that kind of people. I don't even know why they would become like that. Maybe Malaysia is just too comfortable that we don't know the meaning of TEAM SPIRIT anymore. Even our politics nowadays a bit shaky because of SFness.
Today, i supposed to give a hand to my juniors with some help from my friend, but thank God, they canceled it because they have to meet our PM via video. Maybe next time around beside tomorrow i have a quiz. Need to do my very best in it in order to be the best. Be the Best to Beat The Rest. That's DP spirit.
As i'm typing, my crushed on two people is start to fade away, i knew it. Crushing is never forever. But i'm glad i did, at least i still have feeling. I don't know when i'm going to have a relationship since the last one which ended in middle 2009. Its almost middle of the year again and i'm still solo. Not that i'm being dumped by my ex-partner and hurt badly (FYI, i'm the one who dumped her), but i just want to living my last teen year being solo. Although, i do sometime, thinking to start a relationship but it never a serious one. I want to have a relationship that have FUTURE written all over it. I don't want a quick one, i can do it with one night stand. I want a stable relationship. I want a relationship that my family accept it. I want a relationship that i can see 20 years from now. Demand, i know, but i don't want any of us will hurt at the end of the journey. I believed in fate. If God, understand me, HE will help me to avoid any relationship for time being and someday when HE and me think i'm ready, there we go.
Okay. Its about time for me to leave. To study 258. See you again.
Its about 3 more weeks before my final exam or final 'recording session' and about a week for me to making a comeback to Facebook world. Can you believe how time really fast pass you by? You don't. I don't even remember the date i'm going to Team Building (even though the event was just about 3 weeks ago, i guess). Before i know it, i'm about to be a FATHER! (Joking, it would be total lie if i don't even know i'm going to be a father, just a metaphor)
I'm listening to a song from 2005 titled Since U Been Gone by Kelly Clarkson, memba the song? If you don't, maybe you don't even born yet at that time. I remember when i was very crazy of Kelly Clarkson that i made a book about her where the book is like her biography and have all of her pictures on it. I have the lyrics of her songs and i even made 4 of her songs became #1 song in my Boombox Chart. I love that time. I was very innocent and full of dreams. Not that i don't dream anymore but it more limited these days. These days, its all about chasing the best. I don't even have time to updating my chart anymore.
I see people around me these days, it is all about the selling fish. You know what i mean. Like what Beyonce said in Telephone music video :
"You selfish, motherfu***r!"
Okay, its a bit harsh word but hey, its suitable word for that kind of people. I don't even know why they would become like that. Maybe Malaysia is just too comfortable that we don't know the meaning of TEAM SPIRIT anymore. Even our politics nowadays a bit shaky because of SFness.
Today, i supposed to give a hand to my juniors with some help from my friend, but thank God, they canceled it because they have to meet our PM via video. Maybe next time around beside tomorrow i have a quiz. Need to do my very best in it in order to be the best. Be the Best to Beat The Rest. That's DP spirit.
As i'm typing, my crushed on two people is start to fade away, i knew it. Crushing is never forever. But i'm glad i did, at least i still have feeling. I don't know when i'm going to have a relationship since the last one which ended in middle 2009. Its almost middle of the year again and i'm still solo. Not that i'm being dumped by my ex-partner and hurt badly (FYI, i'm the one who dumped her), but i just want to living my last teen year being solo. Although, i do sometime, thinking to start a relationship but it never a serious one. I want to have a relationship that have FUTURE written all over it. I don't want a quick one, i can do it with one night stand. I want a stable relationship. I want a relationship that my family accept it. I want a relationship that i can see 20 years from now. Demand, i know, but i don't want any of us will hurt at the end of the journey. I believed in fate. If God, understand me, HE will help me to avoid any relationship for time being and someday when HE and me think i'm ready, there we go.
Okay. Its about time for me to leave. To study 258. See you again.
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