MARCH (ING) Post..
Finally, my favorite number came (March = 3). I have been quite busy since the last post and after this, i bet i will be back before the end of the month. Tomorrow, COMPASS will organized Team Building Jan 2010 Semester until this Sunday which i will joined (if i intend to do so because there is small percentage of me said i shouldn't go) because this program is held by CSD4K. My expectation is not that encouraging because we have to follow the flow once we are there. I have no idea at all what will happen there. Hopefully, i'll come back with what i bring there and maybe learned a (or two) lesson over there. Confident, perhaps.
This week quite a hell for me, learned that i still don't get my activity card since i gave it to NUSAS for the blood donation stamp and i can't collected the stamp for the SEX EDUCATION & CRIME talk which giving college stamp (the hardest one to get) due to the SERI GADING 3 is so selfish and can't tolerate to my situation. FYI, i'm the first MALE to attend your talk and this is what i get? I even helping you with the chairs. Malas la nak cakap merapu lagi.. Things happened for a reason. This time around, its me. Next time, maybe you SERI GADING 3. Don't be selfish.
Move on..
The other day i read a news about a famous celebrity son who commit suicide because he is too lonely. It just really sad for someone as young as him to decide such decision because of loneliness. His act can be prevented if someone near him saw what is inside him and befriend with him. Sad. I'm alone too, much of the time. But i always telling myself that God, is always beside me (even i'm not that religious, e.g not going to the Church every Sunday). That's why, when i saw someone sitting and eating by him/herself regularly, i always felt want to seat together with them and befriend with them because i know the definition of lonely and its not good, big time. You feel less confident and you feel everyone can't accept the way you are. This will, sometime, lead to suicide. I don't want to see you sitting there alone and the next day, you are on the front page of news for killing yourself. That's so irritating.
Some words sincerely from my heart to you guys out there who feel you are not belong to this world :
"Be confident and show what you got. Its not easy for your momma and your daddy to raise you, so don't ever said that you are incomplete. Raise your head when you walk alone because by then, people will see you as a person with a dignity to respect. Don't care what people saying about your lack of ability to do something because at the end of the day, you are the one who at least trying. Don't ever jealous for someone because they have a lot friends, because they are one who should be jealous of you for having a lot of 'me' time and be more independent then the rest of them. Lastly, love yourself and think thrice before you do something because you know, your family love you (if not, at least appreciate the life that God give to you)."
RIP Michael Bryan.
This week quite a hell for me, learned that i still don't get my activity card since i gave it to NUSAS for the blood donation stamp and i can't collected the stamp for the SEX EDUCATION & CRIME talk which giving college stamp (the hardest one to get) due to the SERI GADING 3 is so selfish and can't tolerate to my situation. FYI, i'm the first MALE to attend your talk and this is what i get? I even helping you with the chairs. Malas la nak cakap merapu lagi.. Things happened for a reason. This time around, its me. Next time, maybe you SERI GADING 3. Don't be selfish.
Move on..
The other day i read a news about a famous celebrity son who commit suicide because he is too lonely. It just really sad for someone as young as him to decide such decision because of loneliness. His act can be prevented if someone near him saw what is inside him and befriend with him. Sad. I'm alone too, much of the time. But i always telling myself that God, is always beside me (even i'm not that religious, e.g not going to the Church every Sunday). That's why, when i saw someone sitting and eating by him/herself regularly, i always felt want to seat together with them and befriend with them because i know the definition of lonely and its not good, big time. You feel less confident and you feel everyone can't accept the way you are. This will, sometime, lead to suicide. I don't want to see you sitting there alone and the next day, you are on the front page of news for killing yourself. That's so irritating.
Some words sincerely from my heart to you guys out there who feel you are not belong to this world :
"Be confident and show what you got. Its not easy for your momma and your daddy to raise you, so don't ever said that you are incomplete. Raise your head when you walk alone because by then, people will see you as a person with a dignity to respect. Don't care what people saying about your lack of ability to do something because at the end of the day, you are the one who at least trying. Don't ever jealous for someone because they have a lot friends, because they are one who should be jealous of you for having a lot of 'me' time and be more independent then the rest of them. Lastly, love yourself and think thrice before you do something because you know, your family love you (if not, at least appreciate the life that God give to you)."
RIP Michael Bryan.
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