The Biggest Gainer.
Wassup y'all! I'm doing fine here. Except that my ankle got some problem after the work up session on the stairs, i'm fine from head to ankle.
You know how i'm quite uncomfortable with my body weights which is always been one of the major problems in my life since 2004. I never care about it until my male Sciences teacher on Form 2, embarrassed me in front of my classmates. He purposely pinch on my waist and pull my barely there fats to show how skinny am i to all of my classmates. That was really embarrassing moment because i was so skinny during that time. And then, he choose me to weight in my weights during one of the laboratory session. Since i never noted about my kilos, i never weight in, like for five years. So, when he knew i was 35kg only, he tell the entire class about it and asked me to go on the scales once again to prove to the class that i am skinny. I don't know what was his problems is but he really don't like me. One of the most terrible moment in my secondary school time was with him. I don't exactly remember for what he was calling to in front of the class to talk about something. I was kinda nerdy and shy boy (i was surrounded by rich classmates, so my confidence level was very low), i go to front of the class. And then, i just can't remember, he raised his voice because i wasn't responding to him conversation.
He was like : "Could you please talk?!"
I was like : "Talk about what? I don't see a point to talk with you." (Of course, in my mind only)
Then, he keep on pushing me with all eyes on me (yeah, the class was totally quiet) and his voice at the top of the world, he accuse me crying! WTF! As sensitive i am, i just never cried in front of people (unless my Form 1 incident). It feels like all the people in school paying attention to me.
The teacher : "Now you start to cry!"
Me : "WTF! There is not even a tear fall down from my eyes!" (Again, in my mind only)
After that, for no apparent reason, he released me. Then all my classmate asked me whether i'm really cried. Urgh! That teacher really has serious issued with me (he was a military). Before we go to Form 3, he was transferred.
Three years later, i saw him and you know, i never forget what he is doing to me, so i turn to my alter ego which is more diva, i pretend i don't know him. You don't laugh at skinny people if you are skinny too. Whatever!
Since then, i struggle to put on more kilos on body by eating a lot and sleep (both are not my favorite activities before this). And two years later, i was 55kg! That was the best body i ever had. I'm fit and start to mingle with the girls. Until now, i'm 62kg, which is almost out of NORMAL BMI with my 169cm height. And that concern me a lot, since my parents are overweight too and they got a lot diseases, especially my dad. If i'm busy, my weight could go to as south as 59kg and i'm free 24hours, it could go as north as 67kg!
Now, the best weight for me is below 60kg and above 55kg. So, yeah, i'm on that goal for that holiday. Try to exercise and take care of what getting into my stomach. Wish me the best.
You know how i'm quite uncomfortable with my body weights which is always been one of the major problems in my life since 2004. I never care about it until my male Sciences teacher on Form 2, embarrassed me in front of my classmates. He purposely pinch on my waist and pull my barely there fats to show how skinny am i to all of my classmates. That was really embarrassing moment because i was so skinny during that time. And then, he choose me to weight in my weights during one of the laboratory session. Since i never noted about my kilos, i never weight in, like for five years. So, when he knew i was 35kg only, he tell the entire class about it and asked me to go on the scales once again to prove to the class that i am skinny. I don't know what was his problems is but he really don't like me. One of the most terrible moment in my secondary school time was with him. I don't exactly remember for what he was calling to in front of the class to talk about something. I was kinda nerdy and shy boy (i was surrounded by rich classmates, so my confidence level was very low), i go to front of the class. And then, i just can't remember, he raised his voice because i wasn't responding to him conversation.
He was like : "Could you please talk?!"
I was like : "Talk about what? I don't see a point to talk with you." (Of course, in my mind only)
Then, he keep on pushing me with all eyes on me (yeah, the class was totally quiet) and his voice at the top of the world, he accuse me crying! WTF! As sensitive i am, i just never cried in front of people (unless my Form 1 incident). It feels like all the people in school paying attention to me.
The teacher : "Now you start to cry!"
Me : "WTF! There is not even a tear fall down from my eyes!" (Again, in my mind only)
After that, for no apparent reason, he released me. Then all my classmate asked me whether i'm really cried. Urgh! That teacher really has serious issued with me (he was a military). Before we go to Form 3, he was transferred.
Three years later, i saw him and you know, i never forget what he is doing to me, so i turn to my alter ego which is more diva, i pretend i don't know him. You don't laugh at skinny people if you are skinny too. Whatever!
Since then, i struggle to put on more kilos on body by eating a lot and sleep (both are not my favorite activities before this). And two years later, i was 55kg! That was the best body i ever had. I'm fit and start to mingle with the girls. Until now, i'm 62kg, which is almost out of NORMAL BMI with my 169cm height. And that concern me a lot, since my parents are overweight too and they got a lot diseases, especially my dad. If i'm busy, my weight could go to as south as 59kg and i'm free 24hours, it could go as north as 67kg!
Now, the best weight for me is below 60kg and above 55kg. So, yeah, i'm on that goal for that holiday. Try to exercise and take care of what getting into my stomach. Wish me the best.
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