Hell Days

OMG! It was really terrible days for me and my girls. Yesterday was our turn to present our system but it was rejected by the lecturer because of some errors. So, we were given chance to present the system again, today. Guess what? Rejected again because of another errors, unmentioned during last presentation. So the lecturer give us another chance but we need to hand in our system again, later in the evening. The output? We managed to fix 1/3 of the errors. Means we can't fix another two problems. It was tiring, sleepy and stressful process.

Our system interface

Okay, i may sleeping last night but to tell you the truth, it was nothing like sleeping. It was just like closing my eyes and thinking. This last few days, i always think about my dad right before i'm sleeping which is not helping me to sleep.

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Now, since we lost quite a huge amount of mark, we need to focus on our final which is this Sunday. Good luck on that.

After all the stress, i deal by calling my mother for the first time since the day i left Miri (24th Oct) and it was felt really good and bless. She was sound so happy and in control. Maybe i was the one to be worried about for this unfortunate event in our family. I'm glad my mother is moving on and okay with everything, although we may have financial issues in the future but i think we been through it before. (Remember the day when my family used to eat rice with ketchup every day and we used candles as our light during the nights.) We will be fine though the current currency of Malaysia is higher than before. Somehow, God will pave the way for us, again.

I like how i ended the stressful day by calling my mother cause family is one of the source of Peacefulness.

Start the day with hell and end up entering heaven. Nice.

p/s : Thanks to my girls and you are the best. I don't deserved any thank you from you girls. If you have the hate on me, i don't blame you. This is democratic country, we have the freedom to choose.

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