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Shout out to my new followers (not those from Twitter)! Hey guys, thanks for following my blog. Do check my blog if you don't have anything else to do. At least, better than you commit negative social acts.

Anyway, i just want to tell you guys that this my 200th posts! What the? To reach 100 posts is amazing but another 100 posts is fantastic. Though i don't have many obvious followers, but my posts are growing with last month, there was 2500+ pageviews, a record high. And one of my post viewed 1000+ times since it was online. I'm really happy with the number. Although i don't have any strategy to break the record, since i was busy (busy thinking and online) with my practical training, this month alone, there was 1200+ pageviews, near November 2010 record. Its taking me higher from the ground. So, will i make some money from this anytime soon? No, this is not my career yet. I will do it once my sincerity to blog is no more.

So how does my training go? With one proposal rejected, i think i'm getting used to it. People can be s fussy sometime, we can't do anything about it. But i'm glad it was rejected, since i was no good at making system with Dreamweaver. My second proposal is to make a courseware about how to become a member in Pustaka and the services provided. I will stand to my feet that i want to do this, for real now. This is what i'm good at, this is what i believe in. I did asked some opinion from staff who will used it, they kinda support it. But i will not hold it against them, since people can be two faces at some time. They saying yes today, tomorrow is a no. I will present my proposal this evening. Good luck to me. I want to do this. I can't think of any other things that i can do. Hopefully, by wearing Baju Melayu today, their mind and heart will be softer. Lol.. What can i say? You got to do what you need to do. Sex and fashion sells.

I'm still disturbing reading other blogger post which have spot on English. Wow. You guys are so good. Any tips? Whatever it is you guys do, i still believe my English is still relevant. I know my English is not formal or even exist to some of you, but this is gossip & entertainment English. I learnt English by reading crap & bullshit gossips. That's my passion, i inject my interest with some learning in the way. So, when Oxford or Harvard English is presented in front of me, i will be like Paris Hilton. We don't speak that language. Is that Chinese? Lol.. Anyway, still talking about language. I was teased about speaking real Malay in the office since they mainly used Sarawak Malay. Here is the thing, i don't grow in a place where they speak Sarawak Malay. My village was mostly populated by Kayan & Kenyah and some Iban. My pre-primary and primary school was full of Chinese. I befriended some Chinese in Secondary. I speak Sarawak Malay when i was 13, i have no interest to learn it after some students mocking me for mixing it with real Malay language. So, until now, i don't really considered it as my mother tongue. Iban, English, Mandarin and Malay is my first choice to communicate with others. Thus, don't mock someone who is trying to learn your language. Teach them in an appropriate way.

So, a BFF of mine asked in Formspring whether i have 'someone' yet. To clear the rumor, my heart is taken by someone. It is just another crush. Lol.. Nothing more than serious. I will not commit into a relationship if i believe this is not the one. I want a year long relationship. Not something that will flame off at the end of the start. At some point, i want to be loves and i want some attention but not most of the time. I'll wait till the moment when i really, really need some of those. I have 4 more years till an ideal married age. Along the way, i want to commit to myself first. Understand who am i first. If years passing by the married age, i will not stop giving hope. Love is anywhere and anytime. I will not rush it out. I admit it, that when i was in previous relationship, i always have another one. Yes, i cheated. But that simply because i'm not sure who i want the most. I promise, i will not do that again cause i don't want to have someone i'm so sure about is having another relationship. Karma exist, bitch.

Karma exist.

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