Blabbing About Life : Very Random Edition

Hey guys. How is the weekend so far? Awesome? Mutual? Whatever it is, keep on moving, okay? Don't stop. Before that, I want to share something my friend tweet me today. It was very inspiring and heart warming.

I need that. I'm freaking 20 years old. I need a motivation. Anyway, thanks buddy.

So, its 8 days till February die for millions of time. Next week will be the 8th week i have been in practical training. Half of the journey. Can you believe it? The first day still unforgettable though. So far, it was okay and i'm glad i choose Pustaka Miri (although i doubt that in the first month) cause i don't have any close friends from Miri in UiTM Samarahan's CS, its good for me to learnt to survive by myself.

Anyway, tomorrow is the 4th month since my dad lost to his cancer battle. Wow, four months? Still feeling like he was just laughing with me yesterday. Words can't describe how I missed him everyday. If you lost someone so close to you, you'll know how my feeling right now. As much as i hate to die anytime soon, i hope i can meet him someday, somewhere in the afterlife. I just want to hear his voice, his hug and all that. I miss all of that. The guilty feeling of not to meet and taking care of him in his last days of living, still floating around my mind. But things happened, God decided it to be that way. And i have to be strong for that, appreciate people surrounding me.

So back to another topic, i really hate Astro Beyond. They are just trying to cashing out. Remember the time when government said that they need to improve their service if they want to have more channel? Well, they did but in order for customer to have that improved services, we need to purchase a new decoder. For those who don't? They decrease the quality of the show! Brilliant Astro for trying to make us fool.

It kinda look like this, the differences between Astro Beyond and normal Astro decoder.

p/s : My mom just told me that my dad was really proud of me, especially when he saw & read the letter from Pustaka Miri that they accepting me as practical student. I didn't know that. This story of last days of my dad life will be never ending and will keep coming out. I don't want to ask since it would definitely changed everyone mood. So, let it out by itself.

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