Mumbling.

While a blogger just passed his 100th entries, this is actually my 524th entries. Ha! But to be compared with other aggressive bloggers, man, I'm behind. Whatever, that's what loser for, to be at behind me. Haha.. Yes, I'm talking to you Clive Corlich. 

Anyway, you know that I'm on final exam week right? I just passed two crucial day of this semester final exam. Having two papers, back to back, is no good. I can't imagine for those who have two papers at the same day. Man, that's beyond hard. I felt like I study for the test, instead of for the final exam. I have a problem with time management, what's with the lack of sleep and then the paper, Image Processing, not my cup of tea. It was interesting at the first two weeks of lecturing before I found it too much to digest and too little to get. I just can't feel it but whatever, I hope I passed it. Screw the great pointer. I'mma get a job with my personality. 


My love life is a mess. Whenever the love is calling, I can't refuse it. I ended up with too many love. No good. Worst, they are useless. Haha.. Man, when will I settle down with just one? I need to start cut down some of these love. They don't deserve me. I'm way better for them. Eh? No la. Joking. I don't know where I stand with this one guy. Some days, we are in. Some days, we are so out of this world. I sometimes think I'm not ready for a relationship. I don't know what urge me to go for it. I need to start used my own formula of:

"If i still like him after three months, then it is just not crush."

I can't believe I have that formula and even used it for myself. Sira Batcha implemented that formula. Hmm.. I need to wait for three months before I should say "I do." I'm stupid in love. 

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Clive said…
u knew i'll be reading this someday and u mention my name in ur blog..that's so sweet of u, JJ :)..will be looking forward for ur next post and forget to mention my name again pal :D
January 16, 2013 at 11:59 PM
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