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Should I miss my ex boyfriend? 

Yeah, that's the question y'all. We were never an official couple since we never had this declaration things going on but we acted like a couple. We broke up once but decided to get back together, before we called it off again due to some reasons. He is not the best boyfriend ever, mind you that; but the way he make me feel about us and myself, kinda feel good and that sometimes remind me of him. That, translate to missing him.

Should I? 

Hmm.. We met once here in Miri and I was so excited and nervous at the same time. We chatted, I was very shy boy (that's my alter ego whenever I'm with someone I like), so we didn't register a chemistry a lot. We do some 'fun' things together and that's the last time I met him before he decided to called it off (for the first time). I was very angry at myself, at that time, for letting my feeling to be used as a toy for a douche. He was obviously just wanna have 'fun.' Whenever I try to contact him, he didn't replied before he eventually explained that he don't want us to be together. 

Feeling fool but I'm moving on but he stopped me, some days after that and told me he want us back. I guess I'm not really moving on, so I said yeah. He was very skeptical at that time for he thought that I'm gonna used that chance as a revenge but no, I don't do revenge. I let karma do that. So, we're back together and he was good than before but he never called me as much as before. 

Soon after new year, he called it off for the second time. Can't blame him alone. I didn't try to make an effort to meet him whenever he want to. So that's basically what we were. Again, should I miss him? We didn't do much things together, so what's there to miss? 

Whatever. 

Just checked my status as a voter the coming election. What?! I'm now have the say for who should rule Malaysia, y'all! Have you register yet? You should! 

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