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Includes today, I have been in Sabah for 13 days. Yeah, as I have previously mentioned, I am doing my practical training in Sabah, Kota Kinabalu particularly. Yayasan Sabah, the chosen one.

Yayasan Sabah

Many have asked me how am I doing in Sabah and I have to say, I'm doing just okay. Yeah, so far Sabah is okay. The traffic jam is far worst than Miri and the local? I feel like I'm living at Indonesia or Philippines, you can't differentiate them. People say, Sabahan are beautiful and handsome. I think beautiful is in the eyes of beholder, so yeah. But Sabah is not the main event here, my life as a trainee, it's the situation where I am at. 

Some days, I find it very difficult which could be because of the culture and everything. It doesn't feel like home (duh, obviously). Sometimes, I regret my choice to do my practical in Sabah. I wish I would go for Miri instead but then again, I am not coming out of my comfort zone. That is not the reason I live. If I stay in my comfort zone, then I won't experience life as it is. I always try to be optimistic everyday considering that what am I doing, not everyone can do it. I must be grateful and thankful for the opportunity. Besides, this is what God want me to do (there is a story behind this point), so I guess I must endure all of it. Good things will come, perhaps. 

Being the city facing the astonishingly beautiful sea, Sabah did comfort me in that way. I found love in that sense. The beautiful sense of the view is like an umbrella to me when the days are raining. I can't help but to feel lonely when I'm in Sabah. Yes, I am doing my practical with my friends but we do it separately at different companies. In a day, we will only meet for an hour from the 24 hour, estimate. It's like doing my practical in Miri (back in 2008) but the differences, I have my family when I'm home or for the weekend. It is a lose-lose situation. 

Still, this could be the platform for me to live independently in the future. Who know my career will blossom when I'm at NYC? Haha.. Finger crossed till then. Since I have like, 12 weeks, left in Sabah (be back to Miri on 18th December), I'll try to cherish every moments. God won't give me trials that I can't afford to handle.

p/s: Don't get me wrong, I do love Sabah. 
Location: Yayasan Sabah, 88400 Kota Kinabalu, Sabah, Malaysia

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