Life on 12nd Feb 2012


Written on 12nd February 2012

Hey y’all! We are two days away from the day of love, Valentine’s Day it is! How are you guys going to spend the day; sweet romantic dinner with candlelight or just watching romantic movies at home while cuddling? Anyway it is, be safe and have fun with your love one.

As for me, well, I’m single. Yeah, I have couples of people who like (or love) me but I don’t have the same feeling towards them. I don’t call that as a relationship. I do feel bad for them, since I kind of accepting them and at the same time, I can’t give them my all. I only love this one person but it’s complicated. I won’t explain it further, it is just too complicated. Some people say that a person that I am in love with is lucky to have me. I don’t see it that way though because I am not the best love partner ever. I’m boring and annoying too; those two words don’t match together, so yes, I am crazy.

Moving forward..

Yesterday morning, I was asked by one of my friend, named X (as he don’t want to be known), to go to Public Swimming Pool (just a quick trivia, that pool is like two minutes away by foot from Pustaka Miri, the place that I had my practical training). At first I don’t like the idea as I am still rolling on my mattress and hugging my pillow tightly, but then again, I don’t want to waste my holiday with nothing; beside, it will the first time I am going to that pool. Why don’t I lose the virginity, right?

X picks me up at 10am and we reached the pool in less than 30 minutes. The fee for entering the pool was extremely cheap, RM1 for an adult. X sponsored me his swim trunks as I am a celebrity, I wear sponsored things of course. Duh! Actually, I don’t own one, so X lent it to me. Dang! I am excited to flaunt my flawless figure (which by the way meant my fat new figure) but there were just only three to five people in the pool. Thank God, or else I am going to embarrassed myself for drowning in the pool that only has the depth of 120cm.

X taught me some of the swimming techniques but he doesn’t know he is dealing with a dyslexic. That lesson was worth nothing at all as we out from the pool with me still not knowing on how to swimming. X told me one logical fact that every human knows how to swim but the only thing that make us don’t know is that the fact that we are afraid to drown; brilliant.

After we getting some tanned, X drop me at my house as he need to be home fast. Then Zacrie asked me to go out with him and I said yes before hours later I said no as I can’t said no to my sis, Lyn, invitation. Me and Lyn chilling out at PermyMall and bought some kitchen stuffs. On the way we are sending the stuffs home, there was a roadblock and I was behind the scooter. Y’all should know that I don’t have license and I drove like a drunken master, but thank God, I behaved during the ride passing the roadblock and we are passed. Then we had our dinner at the newly opened Pizza Hut nearby, which is huge! During the dinner, I almost come out of the closet and telling Lyn that I am not normal, but I don’t know how to say it so, I just tell her that I won’t get married ever which is so lame, right? Well, maybe next time when I done figuring out the right sentences.

I'm looking good, huh? Love this picture.
Lyn enjoying her pizza.
The new Pizza Hut branch in Miri, check it out!
Me and Lyn ending our day by window shopping at E-Mart where I found some nice bundle t-shirts and hell yeah, if I have money, I would bought it; only RM20 each, damn. When we’re home at 9pm, my mom is badly sick, she asked me to massage her. I did, with my own style of massage because I am not the best masseuse.

Me massaging my mom. Shirtless y'all!
Well, that’s it. Need to go to sleep now, will accompany Lyn for her driving license class this morning.

p/s: I am getting fatter (freaking 67kg!). I want to apologize to any person who I have criticized for their weights for being too cocky with my weight loss which is now a weight gain. I am sorry.

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